gambar diatas gw ambil dari tumblr, udah lama banget. mungkin pernah gw post di sini. kenapa gw masukin (lagi)? karena apa yang tertulis di situ, quote di situ gw banget. Entah gw doang yang ngalamain atau banyak orang, tapi ketika kita suka sama seseorang, cuman duduk di sampingnya aja itu kayak *menurut gw* seneng banget. gw belom lamain ngerasain itu, lagi. udah agak lama, i lost that feeling. why? ya karena emang lagi gak suka sama siapa-siapa. belum lama ini gw ngerasa sesuatu yang mungkin belum pernah atau jarang gw rasain. what it is? 'easy come, easy go' kayaknya itu yang terjadi. i met someone, kapan waktunya gak pentinglah. ngeliat pertama, ah biasa aja. tapi kok lama-lama, il est beau, n'est pas? Lama kelamaan jadi impress terus je vous adorez. Oui, vous. i'm not using te, karna emang belom kenal. (di bhs prancis, vous itu sapaan untuk kamu, tapi belom akrab)
gw gak tau dia dateng dari mana, tiba-tiba tadaa muncul. dia muncul bersama dengan orang yang punya banyak kisah, kalau ketemu, gak ketemu doang sih, pastiiiiiii disangkut pautin. yaa you know who lah? biasanya kalau ada si you know who ini pasti gimanaaa gitu. tapi because of this 'someone' teralihkan semuanya. banyak yang belom pernah gw lakuin sebelumnya pas ada dia. gw cerita sama temen2 deket gw gw agak tertarik sama dia, pada saat itu juga, orangnya juga ada. biasanya gak segampang itu gw bilang suka sama orang ke orang lain. tapi ini beda.
gimana sih rasanya kalau lagi suka? tau lah yah, pasti pernah. mungkin faktor dari temen2 gw yang ninggalin gw dengan kesendirian ini, gw jadi dapet pintu cerah sama si 'someone' ini. (desprate abis gw sumpah). tapi dalam satu hari, gw menemukan titk cerah kemudian gelap lagi. habis gelap terbitlah terang kemudian terbenam lagi jadi gelap. never been like this before. 'someone' ini punya banyak sisi yang gw suka dari l'homme (a man). salah satunya adalah il a le joli sourire, nice smile.
"You’ve got that smile, that only heaven can make.I pray to God everyday, that you keep that smile - next to you (chris brown)"jarang juga gw suka sama senyum orang, jarang. jadi si 'someone' ini beda deh dari semuanya, dari semua orang2 yang pernah gw suka. dan ini juga aneh, gw nulis lagi di blog. lah? ckckck.biasanya gw ceritain dari sebuah cerita fiksi. bisa gw sebutin judulnya, FAA, terus yang being brave, itu gw selipin curahan hati gw, walaupun gak satu cerita full sampe the end curhatan gw. tapi yg ini pgnnya kayak gini aja, gak lewat media story. seneng aja bisa nyeritain ini ke orang-orang. yeah i know, that's the first and (maybe) the last meeting with him. BUT, i'm not that easy to forget. so, meskipun gak ketemu lagi (maunya si ketemu lg, terus kenalan, bisa jadi temen) gw bakal inget dia dan senyum dia terutama. gw tau kenapa senyum indah? karena enak diliatnya, hehehe.
one song that will remind of him, this 'someone', adalah enchanted by taylor swift. gw udah tau lama lagu ini, dari pertama kali gw beli cd speak now nya, tapi baru ngeh sama lyricsnya gara-gara orang ini. lagunya terlalu menggambarkan apa yang ada di otak gw. ini liriknya :
There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can see, is that it was enchanting to meet you
You're eyes whispered 'have we met?'
Crossed the room, your sillohuette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say was I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling
Don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
One game question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
I know I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say 'hey'
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling
Don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew, ooh
This night is flawless
Don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck
Dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soonI was enchanted to meet you
Please, don't be in love with someone else
Please, don't have somebody waiting on you
Please, don't be in love with someone else
Please, don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling
Don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless
Don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck
Dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
Please, don't be in love with someone else
Please, don't have somebody waiting on you
yeah, go TAYLOR!! YES, i was enchanted to meet him. i think he's not enchanted to meet me, hahaha. gak ada pikiran ke situ. ada satu hal yang stupiiiiiiid banget. ada kesempatan buat yaa sekedar nanya basa-basi, tapi cuman ada di otak, gak bisa keluar di mulut. I'm so stupid with this stuff. a conversation. i know his name, but i don't think he knows mine. always like that, always. apa yang kita lihat dan kita rasain belom tentu orang tersebut kayak gitu kan? sering kok gw alami, sudah biasa.
that's all. cuman pengen share kisah aja :)
INI KISAHKU, APA KISAHMU? hehehe
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